The hiatus is over.

Oh Lord, speak into the silence.

Worth.

2 years is too long, I said to God.

Now I say, 2 years is too short.

No, God says, 2 years is just right.

I'm glad I decided to run in the right direction, to say yes to the One who truly matters.

Now I can say, 2 years of sacrifice, tears, heartache, pride in my little ones, triumphs, weakness, strength, and most importantly, glory bestowed unto the most high King was worth it.

Core.

Maybe it's enough to say that You are all that matters. That You are more than enough.

This doesn't feel like one of those nights.

But it must be. And I must choose to make it so.

Because You are one of the few I have left that is important to me now.

And if I lose You, then there is no me.

All that I am is in You.

But I can only fall short for so long.

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time.