I must remember joy.

If I were to just indulge in silly emotions, I would be creating a blog post now whining about how lonely I feel and how useless I seem to be as a leader. How lost and directionless I am at work, despite knowing what God wants me to do.

And I would not remember the favour He showed me today, in providing for my store the right customers, in showing me that I made the right call bringing in new medications, that I have good colleagues at my workplace and friends who really do care for me.

I must remember God's joy and not earthly sorrows.

Amy & Robert - Contemporary (Stacey Tookey) SYTYCD 10 (Top 4 Finals)

This came on a night when I really need it.

I'm sorry Wboon. You are my one failure. :(

Waiting on the world to change.

One more month.

Three more months.

Life just seems like a countdown these days.

The beginning of the end.

Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How You love me.

The hiatus is over.

Oh Lord, speak into the silence.

Worth.

2 years is too long, I said to God.

Now I say, 2 years is too short.

No, God says, 2 years is just right.

I'm glad I decided to run in the right direction, to say yes to the One who truly matters.

Now I can say, 2 years of sacrifice, tears, heartache, pride in my little ones, triumphs, weakness, strength, and most importantly, glory bestowed unto the most high King was worth it.

Core.

Maybe it's enough to say that You are all that matters. That You are more than enough.

This doesn't feel like one of those nights.

But it must be. And I must choose to make it so.

Because You are one of the few I have left that is important to me now.

And if I lose You, then there is no me.

All that I am is in You.